| i didn't do so well today.
i ate a lot but i tried to purge most of it out, even though i know a lot of it didn't come out which really fucking annoyed me. i hate it when im trying to puke as much as i can when im at the toilet and nothing comes out when i know there is still food in my stomach.
its so frustrating because i ate a lot thinking that i would puke it out - then it doesn't come out and im fucked. grr.
 
MAGALI xo
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| i did better today, eating less :)
i ate salmon maki today (salmon sushi) and a cappuccino, non fat with no sugar.
mind you i puked out all the sushi, i didnt want the calories.
my E dealer is going to be out of the country for the next week so i need to save up as much money as i can to buy enough pills for this week. ugh, i need to somehow get that money.
anyhow, thank you for the lovely comments - they were most appreciated ;D
MAGALI xo
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| this is my first post. so, hello :)
my name is magali and i'm from france but i live in australia.
at my highest weight i was around 160lbs, but i'm currently 126lbs.
how did i loose this weight? first i started off being purely bulimic, but now i eat a lot less as well.
i smoke like a chimney and i pop ecstasy pills once a week (which has amphetamines which make my loose my appetite for about 3 days after - plus, being on E is just fucking amazing). i'm 5"3 (which is about 154cm) and i want to loose another 15ish lbs. i'm 16. i don't think that i'm 'fat', but i would be happier if i lost some weight, thats all.
i'd really like to meet some people so don't be suprised if you get a comment from me on your site saying hello, and don't be shy to introduce yourself to me here :) sub me and i'll sub you back and try to comment you as much as possible. ohh, and this isn't my first diet-xanga. <3
MAGALI xo
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